Whats been happening

[Kingy]

Cheers mate.

I did give my brother carte blanche on behaving like a twat for 6 months thinking it was his way of dealing with it. I then gave it another six months as I (for the first time in my life) experienced true grief. It nearly broke me and, with hindsight, I think I was the closest to a breakdown you can be without technically having one.

We are now over two years further on and he has no explanation for his behaviour. He just seems to have painted himself into a corner or cuntishness and can't get out through pride and arrogance. Even when he is offered a way out (four times so far) he just ends up arguing or lying or both. Really sad state of affairs, but I'm now at the point where I'm sick of banging my head against the same brick wall.

Still doing the 5 milers which is good and feel much better for them. Have dropped my time by 16 minutes over the 5 miles so fitness starting to slowly move on.

Hit a snag with the solicitors so need to get back round the table with my buyer. Why I thought this may go smoothly given the last 18 months I'll never know! But, I've got time to do it now so thats all good.
Fingers crossed on the wealthy bit as I'm feeling the need to buy a Golf GTI now I'm car-less. Its the one car I bought (D reg Mark 2) many many years ago and had to sell far too soon when I got a company car. Its the only car I loved and lost ... so I fancy a Mark 7 with the retro seats which hark back to the Mark 1 and Mark 2. Must ... try ... to ... resist ...